friends!

Dear Friends,
I really thanks to all of u sbb dgr story aku sume tuh.but seriously i still cant forget him!yes,i can lie to all of u but i cant lie to myself!it hurts me.and im not strong enough to face all of this thing by myself.i still dream bout him last night.i still miss him last night and i still think of him until now!it was out of my control.aku tau korg tak suka tgk aku mcm ni.korg tak nak aku menangis lg kn?yes,i know that.but i need some time to fix all of this thing so that it can back to normal.jgn expect bila aku dah gelak ketawa dgn korg that means aku dah okayy.NOT AT ALL!yes,bila dgn korg aku ketawa non stop mcm org gila.but inside me?im deeply hurt!it just i cant show it.im trying to be cool.just act like nothing happened.but seriously i cant.it makes me hurt even more!and i cant take it alone.just like i said before,im not strong enough!i really need someone to help me.*again,my tears came out!