Midnight talk

Almost 4 a.m mlm tadi still tak tido lagi.I was on the phone with ma fren.Having a great talking with him until 3.15 maybe.We shared our story together :) Yg sedih ada yg happy pun ada.Then ktrg main soal jawab.Haha.Dah takde kerja sgt kan.Nak tdo dia tak bagi.So layan jelah.Nasib baik kita kwn.I mean yg rapat jgak la kn.Hekhek :P When I was on the phone with him I was texting one guy who is my past!So bila msg dia masuk I will hold on my conversation with ma fren and reply his msg.And suddenly I was missing him so bad!Yelaa,cuba bayangkan.Before ni kalau on the phone tak pnah sampai 2-3 pagi kalau bkn dgn my past.Dgn dia jela mata ni tahan even smpai 5 pagi pun pnah tau :) Lgsg tak kesah.As long dpat dgr suara dia.Tgah mabuk cinta la kate kan *ambik baldi muntah kjap* But mlm td?First time aku on the phone with someone until 3 something after breaking up.First time wehhh :O Dah lama tak midnight talk kan so mata dah tak biasa.Then pujuk pujuk my fren ckp nak tido sbb ngantuk sume.Thanks god dia bagi.Hihi  :P Tenkiu.

Dah hang up tu decided nk off to bed la kan.Sbb mata sumpah tak tahan gila.But then tak boleh tido :( Suddenly thinking about my past.Bkn pikir apa pun just mcm so sudden my memory refresh pasal dia.Bila dah refresh memory ni tak payah ckp la kan.Ketawa menangis sorg sorg la jawabnya.Yeahh,Im refreshing our time at library before SPM.Study together.Luch together.Like everyday together :D Tu baru dkat library.Blum kira dkat skola lagi.Mmg everyday tak nak pisah la kan.Balik skola together sume.Every night had a wonderful midnight talk.Like every night okay.Padahal dkat skola jumpa je.Satu kelas lagi.Tu pun tak puas jgak.Haha :P Awww I miss all the moment so freaking much :'( But how?Benda dah lepas.And it is my fault.I know that.Didnt mean to hurt you but Im so sorry!Mummy said,past is past.We cant change it.Just stay focused on the future.And yeahh I will :D

 *Around 4.45 Im off to bed with tears :)

NEMO <3