RAMADHAN !

This year of Ramadhan banyak gila dugaan. Be honest, I am so not happy :'( My tears keep on falling  apart. Dear Lord, why oh why ? Im not strong enough :( Seriously I am. There is too many things happened in my life in this couple of months. I just dont know that my puasa sah ke tak tahun ni. Banyak sangat nangis bole buat puasa batal ryte ? Hmm. Pasrah je yang mampu. Bukan tak try to get over the feelings but Im too fragile ohh. Cant even stop the tears. I am so weak, I dont know why :( Ya Allah, please do give me some strength to face all of this good and bad things in my life. Im begging YOU ! I really need that strength. Seriously I do :'( :'( :'(